Tuesday 26 May 2009
Halloween ideas.
I have just come up with some amazing Halloween idea's for this year's Halloween. Yes I know it’s a little bit early but I don't care. Every year at Halloween I invite people round, have fun scaring little kids and then getting absolutely drunk on home made punch. If you didn't know already I'm actually quite handy when it comes to make up and performing arts make up, such as when I made the ugly sisters ugly for the school performance. Last year at Halloween I made me and my friends into zombies, it was easy and we scared so many people and got so utterly drunk. We all had so much fun with my house all smoky with the smoke machine and all scary with manikins standing in the garden. However the idea I’m having this year is going to be clowns. I'm going to mix the zombie cuts and blood with the costume of a scary clown. I told my friend and they said its a good idea and will scare so many people. I know I'm planning a bit early but it’s going to be the best Halloween ever.
Unmotivated.
Today has been a long day. I wanted to finish off my performing arts evaluation but I couldn’t really be bothered and plus I kept getting distracted by music and talking and a pigeon called Derek I named, who likes to sit at my window and ‘coo’ all day long.
And the only thing I can actually manage is updating my Twitter every two to three seconds. I’m becoming a Twitter freak.
My GCSE’s are taking place now, apparently I leave on the 4th of June, but knowing my luck I will probably still have to come in to do some sort of work. I mostly take BTEC courses; witch means it just coursework, no exams.
This week as well I need to revise, if I don’t I’m sure to fail maths.
I’m so distractible today, This blog is taking me ages to write because I’m trying to put some make-up on and also I’m being distracted by that because I’m talking to my Grandad. It’s just a big cycle of distractible-ness.
However I will try very hard to update everything I promise.
And the only thing I can actually manage is updating my Twitter every two to three seconds. I’m becoming a Twitter freak.
My GCSE’s are taking place now, apparently I leave on the 4th of June, but knowing my luck I will probably still have to come in to do some sort of work. I mostly take BTEC courses; witch means it just coursework, no exams.
This week as well I need to revise, if I don’t I’m sure to fail maths.
I’m so distractible today, This blog is taking me ages to write because I’m trying to put some make-up on and also I’m being distracted by that because I’m talking to my Grandad. It’s just a big cycle of distractible-ness.
However I will try very hard to update everything I promise.
Saturday 16 May 2009
Exams and such!
I wish my exams would just finish; in fact I haven't even started them. I just really want to finish school and get on with my life instead of all this crappy revising and having nothing to do. I guess it's just bugging me. My bedroom door is making a funny noise because of the wind, where is all the sunny weather we are suppose to have! I want a tan! I think I’m just getting annoyed with all this revising and crappy weather and not having any money to go out and do things. My mum and dad keep nagging at me to get a job but I don't want one yet, when I get into college and things I will get one but for now I’m so busy revising and stuff.
I think all this stress has what's made me ill, I'm run down and feeling warn out all the time.
I just hope I pass my exams and can finally get on with my life. Now I'm going out because I need some air.
I think all this stress has what's made me ill, I'm run down and feeling warn out all the time.
I just hope I pass my exams and can finally get on with my life. Now I'm going out because I need some air.
Wednesday 13 May 2009
Um.
Today I woke up and felt like death, guess that’s not a good thing waking up like that. So I didn’t go into school today.
I bet your sitting there thinking ‘Cor blimey! She’s always ill ain’t she’ however you might not talk like you work on a market stall in the middle of London, or if indeed you say Cor blimey. Anyways, I’ve got these horrible headaches and stomach pains, oh and not to mention a cold sore the size or my rear end at the side of my mouth. I’m not happy at all.
But I was looking at ways to get rid of cold sores. And there was some strange ways of getting rid of it;
One of them was urine, I mean who’s really wants to put piss on your lip, it said it was a effective way of speeding up the healing process but I think I would rather have this for a few weeks the have the taste of piss in my mouth.
Another way it said was to put salt on the effected area, ARE YOU CRAZY! That would sting like a bitch. So that’s another one out the question.
Oh this one was my favourite, Tea bags. Putting a tea bag on your cold sore helps it apparently, What a bunch of ball, I bet the only thing it does is make you look like a idiot. And could you imagine the conversations you would have; what have you done today Kate? Ooh well I got tea bagged… Me think no for the tea bag solution.
I don’t know what to do, I don’t really want this for the next 14 days, Maybe I might move to Mexico, if everyone got swine flu they are bound to look worse then me.
I bet your sitting there thinking ‘Cor blimey! She’s always ill ain’t she’ however you might not talk like you work on a market stall in the middle of London, or if indeed you say Cor blimey. Anyways, I’ve got these horrible headaches and stomach pains, oh and not to mention a cold sore the size or my rear end at the side of my mouth. I’m not happy at all.
But I was looking at ways to get rid of cold sores. And there was some strange ways of getting rid of it;
One of them was urine, I mean who’s really wants to put piss on your lip, it said it was a effective way of speeding up the healing process but I think I would rather have this for a few weeks the have the taste of piss in my mouth.
Another way it said was to put salt on the effected area, ARE YOU CRAZY! That would sting like a bitch. So that’s another one out the question.
Oh this one was my favourite, Tea bags. Putting a tea bag on your cold sore helps it apparently, What a bunch of ball, I bet the only thing it does is make you look like a idiot. And could you imagine the conversations you would have; what have you done today Kate? Ooh well I got tea bagged… Me think no for the tea bag solution.
I don’t know what to do, I don’t really want this for the next 14 days, Maybe I might move to Mexico, if everyone got swine flu they are bound to look worse then me.
Sunday 10 May 2009
Chessington is my second home.
Chessington world of adventures was immense. I screamed so much I can hardly talk. If you’re wondering why I went there its because it was a friends birthday party.
Half the time there I had to end up drip-drying because I was so wet from the rides that involved water. Everyone else was ok, but I was drenched.
What I’m basically saying was that it was great fun!
This ride I absolutely loved;
It was just a great day out to be honest. After it I still felt as if I was on a roller coaster.
So thank you Nicola for taking me, and hope you had as much fun as I did.
Half the time there I had to end up drip-drying because I was so wet from the rides that involved water. Everyone else was ok, but I was drenched.
What I’m basically saying was that it was great fun!
This ride I absolutely loved;
It was just a great day out to be honest. After it I still felt as if I was on a roller coaster.
So thank you Nicola for taking me, and hope you had as much fun as I did.
Thursday 7 May 2009
May 7th sucks!
Today has been so stressful; I want to run away somewhere, get drunk, shout at someone or actually beat someone like clay. I think by now you’ve guessed I’m not happy then?
It’s my friend’s birthday today and the whole day I was trying to be in a good mood for her because what she said the other day really got to me and made me want to actually make today feel good for her. But instead all I get inside of me is anger and frustration; I physically wanted to beat someone. No one particular but the fact was I just wanted to take my anger out on someone.
It started because I had a head ache, peoples voices in class was ringing in my head and I wanted to scream to tell them all to shut up, and also it was because I actually wanted to learn in a lesson, shocker I know but I would like to have a good future. I seemed rather snappy I guess, I notice now a few snide comments I said that might of actually seemed quite hurtful.
After this my day just got worse, having a P.E lesson doing nothing does drag by, but I did actually start to feel myself again, then there was more notice and I was hot and tired and wanted to just lay in my nice warm bed. After that I just wanted to be on my own, none of my friends around just me. Mostly because I was scared I was going to shout at my friends and that I really didn’t want to do, so most of the time I would walk away fast.
I guess that was the nice part of my day, after this it got so much worse. I ended up screaming at one of my friends because he had hit me in the eye more then once, then resulting in a black eye; I mean its not a horrible black eye, its just bruised and swollen, but I can cover it with make up. I wanted to cry when he done that, it felt like I was going to explode not because it hurt, it was because I felt shitty and angry.
I guess today has just been a long day, but it doesn’t help when you come home and your parents want to make you scream, talking about how you have no money all the time, and what I spend it on. They say it’s pointless and stupid what I spend my money on. Then when they give me money they blackmail me into trying to get it.
I wasn’t happy about that to be honest. But after going for a walk I calmed down again, I didn’t feel like crying and I just wanted to go to bed.
Oh! But I can’t have that can I, No, my boyfriend comes round and he gets a text saying horrible things and threatening him, in my case that is discrimination and it pissed me right off, it just put me in the mood to fight and kick and scream.
Now I’m here. Really not happy, writing this, that you probably don’t give a fuck about. But the reason I done it was because I thought if I write about my day, it might make me feel better. And Oh my god! It’s worked. You should try it sometime.
It’s my friend’s birthday today and the whole day I was trying to be in a good mood for her because what she said the other day really got to me and made me want to actually make today feel good for her. But instead all I get inside of me is anger and frustration; I physically wanted to beat someone. No one particular but the fact was I just wanted to take my anger out on someone.
It started because I had a head ache, peoples voices in class was ringing in my head and I wanted to scream to tell them all to shut up, and also it was because I actually wanted to learn in a lesson, shocker I know but I would like to have a good future. I seemed rather snappy I guess, I notice now a few snide comments I said that might of actually seemed quite hurtful.
After this my day just got worse, having a P.E lesson doing nothing does drag by, but I did actually start to feel myself again, then there was more notice and I was hot and tired and wanted to just lay in my nice warm bed. After that I just wanted to be on my own, none of my friends around just me. Mostly because I was scared I was going to shout at my friends and that I really didn’t want to do, so most of the time I would walk away fast.
I guess that was the nice part of my day, after this it got so much worse. I ended up screaming at one of my friends because he had hit me in the eye more then once, then resulting in a black eye; I mean its not a horrible black eye, its just bruised and swollen, but I can cover it with make up. I wanted to cry when he done that, it felt like I was going to explode not because it hurt, it was because I felt shitty and angry.
I guess today has just been a long day, but it doesn’t help when you come home and your parents want to make you scream, talking about how you have no money all the time, and what I spend it on. They say it’s pointless and stupid what I spend my money on. Then when they give me money they blackmail me into trying to get it.
I wasn’t happy about that to be honest. But after going for a walk I calmed down again, I didn’t feel like crying and I just wanted to go to bed.
Oh! But I can’t have that can I, No, my boyfriend comes round and he gets a text saying horrible things and threatening him, in my case that is discrimination and it pissed me right off, it just put me in the mood to fight and kick and scream.
Now I’m here. Really not happy, writing this, that you probably don’t give a fuck about. But the reason I done it was because I thought if I write about my day, it might make me feel better. And Oh my god! It’s worked. You should try it sometime.
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