Holiday!

Over this holiday I haven't stopped. I've been out of my house every day practically, Oh just to let you know I was rushed to hospital a few days ago.
Well your probably asking why, And the answer is *drum roll* I have no idea.
Basically I almost / did collapse when walking to my local garage. But then that night my brain was in over load it killed beyond belief. And so I had an ambulance come and 'try' to save me.
I've never been in an ambulance before and the first time I've been in one I was sick, not the best memory I think I will carry.
Anyway apart from going to hospital I've got a lot of plans for the holidays. Oh and sorry I haven't been updating this, I will keep trying!

Finally an adult.

I have officially left school and am on the journey to college. I’m proud at myself because I’ve finished my schoolwork and got good marks for it to. And on the 2nd of July I had my school prom. It was the best time I’ve ever had and the people I spent it with were amazing.

Anyway now I’ve told you what I’ve been doing I would also like to apologize because I haven’t written a blog in ages because I’ve been so busy with everything else. I just haven’t had the time and I’m sorry. But if I’m not writing these then come find me on something else like my Twitter, Blogtv or my Dailybooth.

Annoyance.

As you know I'm leaving school. So this means I need to finish my coursework and things to get my GCSE grades. And congratulations I've done it all. All I have to do now is go through it and check to see if I have everything so I get my C grades and above, although one subject has really pissed me off. Citizenship, public service skills and outdoor activities are all mixed in to one, so if you fail one of them you fail all three and don't get a grade. I've done all my coursework for each subject that means I should get a pass, however, outdoor activity's is pretty self-explanitry, you have to do two outdoor adventures and coursework to pass. I done the coursework but didn't do the outdoor activity's because of my bad back, and the doctor told me not to bother doing it. So because of this 'medical reason' I can’t pass and get my grade for it, so that means I'm one grade down. The teachers said that they are going to ask the 'bored' if I'm aloud to pass, but if they say no, I'm a bit screwed.

End of.

It’s finally coming to the end of my school days, well in secondary anyway. I think I’m going to miss my stupid little school, I’ll miss my friends, my teachers, oh but I definitely won’t miss the uniform or the hot summer days in a school blazer.
It will be sad when we leave, but most of us are going to the same college or to ones that are close to each other. I’m still going to talk to all the people I talk to now.
I’m also looking forward to prom now; I think it should be good. To me prom means the end of school, the end of being a horrible teenager and actually moving on to become an adult. And plus we all get to look snazzy in out dresses and suits.
So I wish everyone luck on their exams and then leaving to go to college.

Halloween ideas.

I have just come up with some amazing Halloween idea's for this year's Halloween. Yes I know it’s a little bit early but I don't care. Every year at Halloween I invite people round, have fun scaring little kids and then getting absolutely drunk on home made punch. If you didn't know already I'm actually quite handy when it comes to make up and performing arts make up, such as when I made the ugly sisters ugly for the school performance. Last year at Halloween I made me and my friends into zombies, it was easy and we scared so many people and got so utterly drunk. We all had so much fun with my house all smoky with the smoke machine and all scary with manikins standing in the garden. However the idea I’m having this year is going to be clowns. I'm going to mix the zombie cuts and blood with the costume of a scary clown. I told my friend and they said its a good idea and will scare so many people. I know I'm planning a bit early but it’s going to be the best Halloween ever.

Unmotivated.

Today has been a long day. I wanted to finish off my performing arts evaluation but I couldn’t really be bothered and plus I kept getting distracted by music and talking and a pigeon called Derek I named, who likes to sit at my window and ‘coo’ all day long.
And the only thing I can actually manage is updating my Twitter every two to three seconds. I’m becoming a Twitter freak.
My GCSE’s are taking place now, apparently I leave on the 4th of June, but knowing my luck I will probably still have to come in to do some sort of work. I mostly take BTEC courses; witch means it just coursework, no exams.
This week as well I need to revise, if I don’t I’m sure to fail maths.
I’m so distractible today, This blog is taking me ages to write because I’m trying to put some make-up on and also I’m being distracted by that because I’m talking to my Grandad. It’s just a big cycle of distractible-ness.
However I will try very hard to update everything I promise.

Exams and such!

I wish my exams would just finish; in fact I haven't even started them. I just really want to finish school and get on with my life instead of all this crappy revising and having nothing to do. I guess it's just bugging me. My bedroom door is making a funny noise because of the wind, where is all the sunny weather we are suppose to have! I want a tan! I think I’m just getting annoyed with all this revising and crappy weather and not having any money to go out and do things. My mum and dad keep nagging at me to get a job but I don't want one yet, when I get into college and things I will get one but for now I’m so busy revising and stuff.
I think all this stress has what's made me ill, I'm run down and feeling warn out all the time.
I just hope I pass my exams and can finally get on with my life. Now I'm going out because I need some air.

Um.

Today I woke up and felt like death, guess that’s not a good thing waking up like that. So I didn’t go into school today.
I bet your sitting there thinking ‘Cor blimey! She’s always ill ain’t she’ however you might not talk like you work on a market stall in the middle of London, or if indeed you say Cor blimey. Anyways, I’ve got these horrible headaches and stomach pains, oh and not to mention a cold sore the size or my rear end at the side of my mouth. I’m not happy at all.
But I was looking at ways to get rid of cold sores. And there was some strange ways of getting rid of it;
One of them was urine, I mean who’s really wants to put piss on your lip, it said it was a effective way of speeding up the healing process but I think I would rather have this for a few weeks the have the taste of piss in my mouth.
Another way it said was to put salt on the effected area, ARE YOU CRAZY! That would sting like a bitch. So that’s another one out the question.
Oh this one was my favourite, Tea bags. Putting a tea bag on your cold sore helps it apparently, What a bunch of ball, I bet the only thing it does is make you look like a idiot. And could you imagine the conversations you would have; what have you done today Kate? Ooh well I got tea bagged… Me think no for the tea bag solution.
I don’t know what to do, I don’t really want this for the next 14 days, Maybe I might move to Mexico, if everyone got swine flu they are bound to look worse then me.

Chessington is my second home.

Chessington world of adventures was immense. I screamed so much I can hardly talk. If you’re wondering why I went there its because it was a friends birthday party.
Half the time there I had to end up drip-drying because I was so wet from the rides that involved water. Everyone else was ok, but I was drenched.
What I’m basically saying was that it was great fun!
This ride I absolutely loved;


It was just a great day out to be honest. After it I still felt as if I was on a roller coaster.
So thank you Nicola for taking me, and hope you had as much fun as I did.

May 7th sucks!

Today has been so stressful; I want to run away somewhere, get drunk, shout at someone or actually beat someone like clay. I think by now you’ve guessed I’m not happy then?
It’s my friend’s birthday today and the whole day I was trying to be in a good mood for her because what she said the other day really got to me and made me want to actually make today feel good for her. But instead all I get inside of me is anger and frustration; I physically wanted to beat someone. No one particular but the fact was I just wanted to take my anger out on someone.
It started because I had a head ache, peoples voices in class was ringing in my head and I wanted to scream to tell them all to shut up, and also it was because I actually wanted to learn in a lesson, shocker I know but I would like to have a good future. I seemed rather snappy I guess, I notice now a few snide comments I said that might of actually seemed quite hurtful.
After this my day just got worse, having a P.E lesson doing nothing does drag by, but I did actually start to feel myself again, then there was more notice and I was hot and tired and wanted to just lay in my nice warm bed. After that I just wanted to be on my own, none of my friends around just me. Mostly because I was scared I was going to shout at my friends and that I really didn’t want to do, so most of the time I would walk away fast.
I guess that was the nice part of my day, after this it got so much worse. I ended up screaming at one of my friends because he had hit me in the eye more then once, then resulting in a black eye; I mean its not a horrible black eye, its just bruised and swollen, but I can cover it with make up. I wanted to cry when he done that, it felt like I was going to explode not because it hurt, it was because I felt shitty and angry.

I guess today has just been a long day, but it doesn’t help when you come home and your parents want to make you scream, talking about how you have no money all the time, and what I spend it on. They say it’s pointless and stupid what I spend my money on. Then when they give me money they blackmail me into trying to get it.
I wasn’t happy about that to be honest. But after going for a walk I calmed down again, I didn’t feel like crying and I just wanted to go to bed.
Oh! But I can’t have that can I, No, my boyfriend comes round and he gets a text saying horrible things and threatening him, in my case that is discrimination and it pissed me right off, it just put me in the mood to fight and kick and scream.
Now I’m here. Really not happy, writing this, that you probably don’t give a fuck about. But the reason I done it was because I thought if I write about my day, it might make me feel better. And Oh my god! It’s worked. You should try it sometime.

My addiction.

If you’re wondering about the title its ok, I don’t do drugs, and I suggest you don’t either. But I think I have a addiction, to hair dye. Well not just hair dye, I think I’m addicted to my hair. I try to keep it the same and I just can’t. I did say I was going to grow my hair, and that was going well, until I cut it into a bob. My addiction is like this, say if you get bored, you eat, or you watch TV or go out, but me I do something else, I get my hair done. I just can’t help it, I love the fact I can’t remember my own hair colour. I guess the other reason is because my mum does my hair because she’s a hair dresser, I would imagine if I had to pay to get my hair done I would be in some major debt by now, and I’m only 16 years old.
I only just realised today how much I have had my hair changed, I’ve had it all these colours;
- Brown with highlights
- Blonde
- Blonde with lowlights
- Pink
- Black
- Dark blue
- Dark brown
- Blonde and pink
- Light brown
- Purple
- Bleach blonde and purple
And that’s just the colour’s I can remember, I’ve also had all different hairstyles. Now can you start to see my point I’m making? I don’t think I can go a month without doing something new to my hair. But now I want my hair a different colour, at the moment its purple, but I want it this colour.

Now try and tell me I’m not addicted to something. Maybe it would be better if it was drugs lol.

Just another Quiz.

Using only song titles from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Try not to repeat a song title. It's harder than you think.

Pick Your Artist: Adam and the ants…

Are you male or female:
All Girl Action
Describe yourself:
Baby, Let Me Scream at You
How do you feel about yourself?:
Don't Knock It
Describe where you currently live:
Human Bondage Den
If you could go anywhere, where would you go?:
Room at The Top
Your favourite form of transportation:
A. N. T. S.
Your best friend is:
Desperate but Not Serious
Your favorite colour is:
Jolly Roger
What's the weather like?:
Catholic Day
Favorite time of day:
1969 Again
If your life was a TV show, what would it be called?:
Family of Noise
What is life to you?:
Friend or Foe
What is the best advice you have to give?:
Goody Two Shoes
If you could change your name, what would it be?:
B-side Baby
Your favorite food is:
Animals & Men
Thought for the Day:
Strip
How would you like to die?:
Killer in The Home
Your soul's present condition:
Cajun Twisters
The faults you can bear:
Ants Invasion
Your motto:
Can't Set Rules About Love

Happy Easter!

Happy Easter to everyone who reads my blog's. Hope your all having a great Easter holiday.
I'm so happy its Easter, there’s so many upsides, such as great stuff on TV like Red dwarf and Dr who, also you get to go out and about and do what ever you wish, and also you get to scoff on lodes of chocolate and probably develop a serious health issue because your excuse is, ITS EASTER!
Back to the point, I love holidays, any kind of holiday as long as I get to have a good time. But Easter for some unknown reason is my favourite holiday, you get new flowers start to pop up out of the ground, you get little baby animals and best of all you start to get great weather.
But the only thing I don't like about Easter is the chocolate... I know its a shock but I don't really like a lot of chocolate, it give me really bad head aches and also I just get bored of them to be honest.
But that doesn't stop the rest of the world scoffing on so much chocolate that it could probably cover the moon. Anyway, my point is, Happy Easter!

Ranting, again.

I have a new hair cut, yet again. I think I get bored to easy, and what with my mother being a hair dresser it takes one word, some snipping, and I got a new hair style again. Well on the bright side it doesn’t cost me any money what so ever, but on the downside, I think it must be quite bad for my hair. Anyway, I’m sorry I haven’t been updating it as often as I used to, its just I’ve been revising and been going out so much I keep forgetting. So that’s why today I’m writing this because I have absolutely nothing else to do and thought I would update everything.
My day today has been boring, I really want to go out, get absolutely drunk so I can’t remember anything and basically just have fun, but I can’t. Tomorrow I need to go into school for extra lessons, like revision lessons so I can catch up on my maths, and so I can actually get a C grade in maths instead of the D grade I’ve been getting, but the problem is, I’m good at maths. Well not like a brain box, but I’m not bad. Most of the time I get how to do it and have to help other people in my class. So I just don’t understand how I keep getting D grade instead of the C grade I need for college and things. And what is with that as well, most colleges only accept you if you have C grades in maths and English, although English is ok because I write a lode of ballshit and get high marks for it witch is piss east to be honest, but with the maths! WHO IS THAT CLEAVER REALLY…? I think I’m just feeling the pressure, and it’s making me stressed. But tomorrow I really don’t want to go in school for 3 hours just of my teacher gabbling on about triangles and Pie (definitely not Pie if I’m hungry) The point is, I just can’t take much more stress… I have problems at home, mum and dad are moaning at me to get a job, and help round the house. I’ve got nothing to do most of the time and that stresses me out because I have to sit there thinking about what to do when I really don’t give a flying F**k to be honest. I Think I just need to sit down, read a magazine and go for a walk so I can just chill.

Emotional wreck.

Today I’ve realised many thing, there’s always someone who needs a hug. I think I have been through a mountain of hugs today; I’ve been sharing the love! It has just been fully blown with emotion today. People are upset for other people, some people just break down at a single word, and some feel ill and just want to be alone.
But I’ve realised something extremely big today, and I know this blog I will probably regret because it sounds so utterly cheesy, but I’ve realised, no matter if someone does your brain in one day or if there loving the next, you always have to be strong for that person if they need you. And also, when someone says you will never understand, its true, but you can imagine the pain it puts that person through. And in my point of view, just give it some love!


(Cheesy ending I apologise, Dedicated to the one and only Nin nin!)

Hello, hola…Bonjor!

Well I’m still ill if you’re wondering, it’s quite depressing.
At the moment I can smell the freshly cut grass from next door and I haven’t been able to smell or taste anything for about a week, although I can taste food a second time when it comes back to say hello. Anyway to much info for the mind I think. Since I’ve been at home all week I’ve been updating things, I’ve been using my twitter and dailybooth a lot, even if I am ill, so check them out if you wish. And I’ve also become aware that I have become a facebook geek, it is shameful! If I come on the computer its like I must go on facebook, it has become very addictive, maybe I should look for some help.
I’ve just noticed, Taylor Swift is quite country, well her music is, has anyone else noticed that? Anyway, wish that I make a full recovery and I’ll keep you up to date on anything new.

Cough, cough!

So this is what it comes down to, me doing a late night blog. Maybe my next blog should be a naked blog. God! Tonight everything is so utterly boring, I’m bored of eating, I’m bored of watching TV, and now I’m bored because no one interesting is online and I have no one to talk to. I never thought to myself how much fun school is compared to this, a snotty nose and me practically hallucinating because of how may pills I’ve been taking because I’m pretty much dieing.
Oh by the way if your wondering what I’m suffering from its glandular fever! Trust me it is not nice and apparently last quite a wile… I’m falling apart at the tender age of 16! This is not a good thing. Anyway, today I’ve noticed people are stupid, everyone kept asking me if I was ok… WELL NO OBVIOUSLY NOT, I’M FRICKING ILL!!


Oh great I’m bored of writing this blog now.

Special request.

For some unknown reason I’m writing a blog for my dear demented friend Ellie. She wanted me to write one because she is obviously a strange stalker who is probably a man with a hairy back. Anyway, just for her I’m writing this and I feel like absolute shit. I have been sleeping most of today, and I can’t smell anything. I feel absolutely awful.
I’m not actually sure what to talk about. Oh earlier I watched Austin powers goldmember, and I’ve realised, when your dosed up on drugs (prescribed not illegal) like I am today the film becomes a lot funnier. To be honest I feel really ill, my head is killing and I’m so drowsy because of all the drugs I’m taking… Put it this way, I hope tomorrow at the doctors will help, because otherwise I’m just going to go to bed and never wake up if I don’t get any better.

Exams, Eccentric lifestyle, and me.

Well would you look at that, I’m back writing blogs. Well in the past week it has been eventful, I’ve been to the cinema to many times in my point of view, been spending to long on facebook, I’ve been out so much that I wasn’t even with my mother on mothers day, for that I feel a tad guilty. So life has been extremely eventful.
School hasn’t changed, the only thing now is that we are all running round like headless chickens trying to get coursework finished and being prepared for exams, if this carries on I will have no life! I think my year in school leaves things to the last minute.
To be honest, I’m exhausted! I don’t think I can handle anymore going out spending money, and doing exams and teachers yelling at you! I CAN’T HANDLE IT!
I need a saviour, maybe someone could give me superman’s number and I will put it on speed dial every time I need him to do my work or to drop me off at the shopping centre… oh life would be so much simpler if we all had a superhero on speed dial handy.

Cake, i want?

I don't know what the title is about, so don’t ask. Maybe it’s the fact that I really want some cake, but I don’t because I will probably see it a second time after devouring it.
I’m still quite ill witch isn’t good to be honest, and all that seems to be happening is that I’m getting worse.
1- I went to doctors after getting home from school like a week ago and I found out the virus I got, I’m allergic to.
2- I became swollen because I was allergic to the virus.
3- I took the tablets I had been given and started to feel a bit sick from them.
4- I find out I have a reaction to the tablets and have now got something else I would rather not discus.
So basically, my life for the past week has been absolute shit. I’m hungry but I keep sicken things up. I’m craving a knickerbokerglory but of course I will end up seeing it a second time not looking as good as it did the first, and probably smelling a bit funky as well.
Hopefully now when you look at this title you wont think to yourself, Oh my god, what a fat bitch. You will hopefully read the blog and feel a slightly bit sorry for me.